Another Saturday..

Hi to all.. It's been a while right.... So many things happened. Happy things and sad things..

The happy things are; i got promoted to DH44 and definitely my salary is being raised. Now, i'm in the same level with my 2 KJs. Isn't that great??? Hahahaha.. The bad things are; i lost my grandma. D one and only grandma that i have. She's from my late father's side. The lost is one thing. The way i received d news is one thing. Maybe my father has passed away so long ago plus there was some misunderstanding between my mom and my grandma lead me and my family become outsiders in the family. we just visit my other relatives once a year during hari raya.. we are no more close. that's why all our uncles didnt inform us about my late grandma. We knew it from our old neighbour who stay near at my grandma's. How sad...  But as my elder sis said, we get back to Muar purposely to attend my grandma's funeral although we kind of predict what my uncles and aunties would say to us. Maybe, "what took u so long?" or maybe "i'm suprised u r here"

Well, in the end, my sis and me managed to attend all the questions asked. When i was a naughty and messy little gal, i was quite close to my grandma. maybe because i was d youngest in my family and my grandma always visited us. She called me 'anak keling' as my skin was quite dark back then. Even when i remembered my last moment with my late father, i would also remember her because when my late father was dying, she was there, holding his hands and teaching him to mengucap. Well... it's over now. So, Atok Poksu, rest in peace tok. May ur soul be blessed by God. To my beloved father, i miss u dearly. 

Al - fatihah to abah and atok...